finally!!!!!! woohoo
i don’t like my mood swings. mood swings lead by mind changes. so from now im going to try to be a man of my words as they say. going back and forth between a dilemma is being a little bitch. and i refuse to be exactly that. things i need to do: 1) change standing lamp in room, ever since the upgrade of the ultra bright whiteness its making annoying sounds. 2) clean out closet and buy a new dresser, long over due. 3) hmm thats enough for now.
Suffering is by no means a privilege, a sign of nobility, a reminder of God. Suffering is a fierce, bestial thing, commonplace, uncalled for, natural as air. It is intangible; no one can grasp it or fight against it; it dwells in time — is the same thing as time; if it comes in fits and starts, that is only so as to leave the sufferer more defenseless during the moments that follow, those long moments when one relives the last bout of torture and waits for the next.
Cesare Pavese
(12:18:53 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: do you know autocad at all
(12:19:11 AM) DeFAzn: nah man
(12:19:16 AM) DeFAzn: i jus kno its ALL LINES
(12:19:17 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: sheet
(12:19:17 AM) DeFAzn: lol
(12:19:35 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: this new 2009 shit is driving me crazy
(12:19:43 AM) DeFAzn: wow autocad is at 2009 now
(12:19:45 AM) DeFAzn: isnt it all 3D?
(12:19:53 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: ya
(12:20:06 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: i need to just change the background from white to black
(12:20:46 AM) DeFAzn: http://cadablog.blogspot.com/2008/04/autocad-2009-color-change-why.html
(12:21:02 AM) DeFAzn: there u go bro
(12:21:10 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: lol holy shit
(12:21:14 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: that’s amazing you found it
(12:21:16 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: thank!!
(12:21:27 AM) DeFAzn: np! good luck my man
(12:21:29 AM) DeFAzn: gonna crash
(12:21:56 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: i love you man
(12:21:59 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: i can’t believe this
(12:22:04 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: you don’t even know the program!
(12:22:05 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: thanks!
(12:22:06 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: oka
(12:22:08 AM) joeyjojoshabadu: goodnight
ok im back in the game. on sunday the nfl public has taken majority of the wins leaving vegas empty handed. monday night football. we get a lopsided match up between the niners and cards. we have 75% of the public in a survey of 90,000+ bets. thats 67,500 on cardinals -10. this entire time the line doesn’t move. cards has covered against the spread last 4 games, while the 9ers hasnt last 5. total contradiction. you present this to an average fan what will they do? pound the cards! they are at home easiest play ever. then my inside source of “joe public” confirmed it. i triple my 9ers play. i will admit the game was shady as hell. but unlike the others im smart enough to be with the bookies. score 29 to 24 cards win but dont cover. 9ers dont win su either so vegas dont have to pay out the 400+ moneyline. its all numbers im telling you.
vegas in december?! at $50 a night cause of dicks hookup why not. seans coming back end of december too! so drinking? yes very much so. partying? hell to the y e s spelled out.
there you happy? i posted a follow up entry showing just how 50 50 i can be. i cant help it, its the b blood mixed in with the adventurous ram. see below.
From partying, drinking, and gambling. i got away from nicotine already, just 3 more useless hobbies and i might just one day finally start some things up. the experimental age tagged with that careless attitude is over. so sick of myself. im hitting the sand this weekend to replenish this soul
late saturday night dvd. just awesome
stupid watermarks in the center by default, meant to be at the bottom right. please dont misunderstand this as me thinking im some kind of great photographer for me to watermark it. ( its just cool and automated from the program VSO IMAGE resizer, its free go dl it)
